No Filter No Door
Location
Behind closed doors...
That can mean so many things
Who are you?
When no one is looking
When no expectations are placed on you?
Authenticity is such a hard thing
To find in a world like ours
When it seems to be that sincerity
and being Real is taken for granted
and unwanted within society
but I will lay my soul bare
for those willing to look
to see
what real authenticity means.
I have bags under my eyes that are deeper
Than the blue of the midnight sky
that reflect the Restless nights
Overthinking and stressing
About becoming a failure.
My worst fear is rejection
and it hinders me so until
I can force myself to even
Speak up in class.
I am a lover without someone to love
and so I have turned bitter
but I still strive to be kind.
I will always strive to be better
I fear to be stagnant.
I fear I will never see the world.
I fear I will become a papergirl
Flimsy, with no structure or depth.
I am a dreamer who
is not Sure she can
survive Reality.
But most of all I am a girl
Who just wishes to leave a mark
On a world that is no longer
willing to recieve.