No Longer

Dear life,

I haven't been living my best moments, mainly because of everything you have thrown at me. Everything sent my way I took it like it was nothing,  but emotionally it's making me very vulnerable. Standing tall and acting like these things don't phase me is becoming a day to day struggle. I thank you for giving me opportunities to learn and prosper. And I hate you for making me fragile, I wasn't like this you know. I was always a gleeful person, but now it feels like all the colors in my life have been drained. It always feels like there's a gloomy cloud on top of me. I'm sorry but I no longer love you the way I did long time ago.