no love

one day I won't be sitting here asking myself if you love me one day you'll say the words I've been waiting for the ones that say that you don't love me for i know you don't really love me im just a piece of trash, a charity case to you you say you love me, but i know the truth you talk about marriage, and all that but do you ever wonder whats holding me back from saying the words that i refuse to leave spoken? i dont say the words because it scares me i do love you, but I'm scared to get too close for if you disapear, it could hurt me badly