No Mas

)No longer living life a lie Visions of happiness crossed my mind thoughts of future,family, love, && marriage too young to really understand && interpret the definition of forever, i lived my life in vain =[ my life lacked substance for a whole year..it had no meaning i feel that i deprived myself of the true freshman college experience I am to never regret anything..but i should’ve been wiser Being led by temporary passion..i was foolish No longer will i live my life for someone else I am young, smart, and talented[I have to find that] but i know its there I live for Ashley No longer will i feel like I’m incompetent Feeling as if i needed to change for someone else I mislead myself..and there is no one else to blame. No longer will i just listen to words words hold no substance. Actions mean everything There is love still n my ♥ that i can give full-heartedly yes there is still room for improvement & maturing but that comes with time n experience once i was happy..then i became sad...felt like i was missing something my ♥ wasn’t complete..but i feel now that it is being replenished slowly, but surely..things will happen for me No more infatuation, no more meaningless relationships, no more foolishness i can no longer tolerate it... It time for a change.. no more bitterness, no more anger, no more sadness i want to sing, dance, laugh with my friends, worship the time with my family, smile, swing my hips and know that the curve of my lips is for a real reason. No more, no mores