No means yes

It was February 13,2015 . My body felt like it  was burning inside. was I on fire ? . When I said no he pulled of my pants he didn’t wanna watch me cry so he pulled me over so he wouldn’t look on me . people ask why I didn’t fight back why I didn’t hit him why I didn’t push him ? Do you believe in shock ? my body was frozen I felt like I couldn’t move I could feel water going down my face while I look at the window I noticed the cops driving by  outside I thought they were coming for me but I could hear them passing by it felt like hours when I look in the mirror I can still see him behind me when I close my eyes I can feel him inside of me . They said it was my fault for drinking and I was asking for it because I was flirting with him . He was our school baseball player “ he was a good guy never do that “ the school said