No More LOVE

Today I cried for the first time, I feel as if i am alone Today I told myself a story, I feel as it was true. Today I ran away from home, I feel as i am safe. Those are the things he told his self Before.... He sat there and tried to overdose I never went into the hospital room Not because i was afraid but because I felt it was wrong I waited to leave. I wondered what could cause such pain to make him want to leave this world... Unaccomplished, what would make him want to leave everyone that loves him. I love him He says he loves us as well but he was so willing to leave us behind. Today i cried for the first time, I feel as if i am alone Today i told myself a story, I feel as if it is true Today i ran away from home, I feel as if i am safe I no longer want to love because of him I want no kind of love because of him I just want to live laugh and have fun But is my fun worth the things i sacrifice I am not sure but I am ready to Have as Much fun as i Can....... I am my own person ready for the mistakes i might make and the ones that will feel great. Because i no longer want to love I just want to live laugh and have FUN... MY FUN.