No Name

I wonder what life would be like if it never happened

I hear myself asking this question

I see pages of my journal filled with poems

I feel so alone

I want to go back in time

I hope to move forward in my life

I pray for someone to lean on

I worry that it will happen again

I wish to be myself again

People say life will get better but how do they know

I dont understand why people judge me because of it 

I want my dreams to come true

I never meant to be this way

So don't judge me Bitch