No!! Not Again

Right now as my pen touches this paper My joy and happiness turns into tears and thunderstroms My Once smiling heart, Now flickers with a frown I want to burst into tears, but my pride won't let me, Deep down my insides are roaring and raging With Anger, Pain, Confusion, and Heartace A battle with my feelings but I just cannot show it For if I do you will know and take advantage I can't let it happen, No Not again I' m sorry I can't get my heart broken All Over Again!!