no one knew (T1D and Celiac)

I was 600+ today because I wanted to die 

I was 600+ today because I didnt give myself my insulin

I was 600+ today because I didnt give a shit if I died or not

I went off my diet for the day even though it could ruin my intestine 

I almost died  and no one even knew

I am done with having to prick and stab myself

and making me bleed 

Im done with the nagging 

Im done with the diet  I dont care if it kills me

But the best part was I felt free after two years and I almost died 

And know one even knew......