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You can't begin to comprehend the pain i feel

The type of pain that kills

Till this day it still feels unreal

Like a bad dream that turned into reality

Forever messing up my mentality

It changed the way I think 

It changed the way i speak 

I try to stay strong even though im weak

I've been at the brink

Where my sadness and anger peaked

Many nights i loose alot of sleep

I just lay there and think

No matter what happens i can't loose my belief

That god has a special plan for me

I hold alot of sadness no one can see

I wish i could ask god one thing

Why did he take my brother and it wasn't me

I miss him like crazy

If only I could wish hard enough 

I could see his face for just once

I wish I could just give him a hug

Just once i'd like to hear his laugh

I wish this pain didn't last

I hope one day it will go away

I know we will meet again one day