No Way to Win

I feel so alone So broken so shattered I can't find my way Through this dark. I grope down the long hallways The wallpaper tattered The consistency almost Like bark. I trip and I fall And I feel the blood gushing away I open my mouth And I try to call But my voice isn't mine And I could not control what I say. My head Busted open My leg bone Went crack I no longer know Where the pain begin But feeling I started to lack. Soon I felt nothing And I started to float Way up high Nothing could reach me I suddenly Wanted to gloat Now I knew Forgetting the pain was key. So numb so empty Am I even alive? How can I be? Oh no I need to revive. So numb so empty How can I be? What happened to being alive? The darkness stole it The feelings betrayed The abyss is nearer than you imagined Take one last hit Your sin displayed Now that you've started, there's no way to win.