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Everyone else seems to have a better life Surrounded by friends. Lonley. Winning homecoming queen. Forgotten. Doing well in sports. shy. Everyone else has a better life. All the other girls have lived so much. While i have not. IHATETHIS. Perfect makeup Perfect bodies. Why. Why am i not like this. When did i miss out. Overlooked. Everyone else seems confident. I am not. Everyone can dress in cute outfits. But i cannot. Everyone seems to know the key to this while I do not. It fills me with a rage so deep and a sadness so dense. I feel the shrieks boiling inside me and the tears over filling my bucket. I feel disgusting. A rotten bannana peel. Thrown away. The mocking looks i feel piercing me when i sit alone. Poor girl they must think. Nonsocial. I lose myself in this book. Millions walk by. But i know none.