Not agnostic just lost it

Being me is waking up and living every day you make descent that is too slow to say and to fast to understand. Falling down into a burning under under land Unable to reach out and grab a hand Because you know that reaching out only to escape, will only seal your fate Knowing that you are going to have to bleed to believe to blend in to ascend You are going to have to destroy yourself and begin again to get in There is no other way so you start another day