Not good enough

I may not be fortunate when it comes to love and family But I am glad that there are some aspect of my life that I know I am good enough. Often its hard to comprehend the word “I’m good enough” when being constantly defeated. I wish I can create a world of my own, where heartaches don’t exist Disappointments is not a feeling and Temptations are perish Only pure love, honesty and happiness lives. But in reality these enticements exist, that some human can’t resist. Doleful I must say, the desolation I feel leads my thoughts into the shadow of darkness Where I find myself weeping for the remoteness I bear Where my mind is in distressed and the sense of confusion. A heart full of bitterness, a trembling body and all of my being was destroyed. Till someone told me “Darkest has a stars inside. Sometimes dying inside is good in order to reborn, like a Phoenix ready to fly again. After the sorrowful path, you’ll find your way to start again. Remember what you are, you don’t have to be different from what you are. So, you see your sorrow is not a stranger to me”. A stranger who recognizes my sadness, my weeping heart. Mesmerizing my mind and leaving my heart awed through every word he whispers. Perhaps people with deepest wounds are the one who understand pain without loosing the smile in their faces. Full of pain and sorrow, yet still manage to comfort others.