Not missed enough

i missed you when i heard our song. i missed you when i saw you with someone other than myself because to me i couldn't see you with anyone else but myself but i didn't miss you then because i had you so what was there to miss ? Not knowing what i had in till it was gone not saying i miss you or anything but it sure was nice having you around. But i missed you when we use to stay up late listening to music sharing our feelings through each others songs. But i dont miss you though. Only when i remember when we use to ride around at night just enjoying each others company without a doubt i was in love with you but i still dont miss you though. Just when i'm laying down and i am in need of someone to talk to, someone to express my mind to but other then that i don't need nor do i miss you because if i ever had the courage to say it back to you i know that without a pause within your breath you wouldn't say it back to me. Plus besides that i have too much pride, too much this and that to ever admit that i regret not coming back for you in time enough to make you smile. But just know that i was coming back to you i promise not trying to explain myself because i dont miss you enough. Just hoped that you would understand out of all people where i was coming from. But after you read this you can erase all that feelings in your mind because i still dont miss you though.