Not Now, Not Ever

Will you love me? no Not now, not ever Then all is lost I am different Special unique Is that really so bad? yes now go away Forever The rain matches my soul washing me to my purest forever I thank But am saddened too. A pretty flower glowing in the dark vastness gloom Can I share it? No, not now Not ever Too much Prejudice No more Love Not now Not ever Alone by myself Without one or each other we are here But there is no one else but me