This is not one of my 'phases'.

Everything just feels so screwed up right now. I don’t want to do anything, I don’t want to remember anything. I don’t want to be apart of anything. I don’t want to be. I feel like I am going crazy. I feel like everything i do is a mistake. I feel like no one will understand, Like they won’t know what to say. I feel like no one will care, Like they will think it is just another phase. This is not a phase, This is a part of my reality and I can’t do it alone anymore.