Note To Self

I find myself thinking about you more than should.

Maybe I'll send a text or maybe I'm done for good.

This uncertainty is certainly driving me up the wall,

and all I do is sit around an wait for you to call or care.

It's embarrassing I know and it's a habbit, I'm bending

over backwards for someone who's good at acting.

I practice on being perfect hoping that things will work again,

but I'm going to blame it on the influence of her friends.

They're probably feeding her lies like "Go and get you a man,

I've told you once before he wasn't going to be it"

So I called her phone like "What are you doing Moday?"

She said "I'm going shopping then later probably nothing why?"

Well I really miss you a lot, maybe we can get some dinner,

then come back to my spot. She said "Well that sounds pefect, I'm happy

I'm not working. Maybe around five? Actually 5:30."

To ecstatic I basically flipped my mattres, and did a backflip it's B & K

back in action again. Maybe things will change, or maybe they'll just repeat.

Momma told me to end it a promise I couldn't keep.

Note to self.  Note to self