Note to self

Dear me, I know you dont want to be alone and that's just you... however alone ain't all that bad too... What's worse is when you're with someone that you always fight...fight everyday and fight every night... If you're not fighting at night you might luck out and get laid... but that's not all too often, so why would one stay? Even if youre dying from thirst you wouldnt drink poison, right? So why would you stay in a relationship thats toxic and fight? ... Life is too short my friend to be miserablely stuck, day after day... the next thing you know your other half's bitching while you saying ok... Why be like that? Life is too short... and you know it's true... Perhaps you should reasses and make the appropriate adjustments for you... and if it means getting rid of everyone and everything then that's what you do... Fuck everyone... fuck everything... screw it all... for they won't be there when you fall... All you can count on is yourself and some don't even have that... they just give up and settle for what they have, and that's fact... But it doesn't have to be like that with you, you can change, its not too late... and make things happen in your favor don't just leave it to fate... Fate favors the few but determination and persistence's good too... so get off your ass and you know what to do... Get your shit together for only you can, true?... You can find help, if you know where to look... and rewrite the story of you in your book... So let's start right this very minute don't wait... Hell, you're not happy anyway so couldn't be a mistake... So don't waste time not even one second more... for you might just be surprised what life has in store... Hurry, You