Notes(2022)
- Why is everyone constantly portraying an image of themself that isn’t real
- The more educated you become, the less physically demanding your job is
- Everything is everything thoughts at once
- And nothing at all at the same time
- Sleep is an associate
- Sleep is just there like everything else
- Just another thing to fill time till you die
- What if I be TOOOOOOOO(I CANT EXPLAIN ENOUGH EMPHASIS NECESSARY FOR THIS ONE) honest with a therapist
- And show her ALL this(I don't have one)
- Life is so peculiar in ways I cannot describe but I can feel so distinctly
- Everyone is people, and everyone is people, and everyone is people, and everyone
- Every day blends no matter what happens
- Get ready for bed.
- Why do I never feel comfortable anymore
- I wanna kill myself but I won’t
- I sit here and think about how I have a more complex thought process then other people
- But I also sit here believing that everyone thinks the same
- But most people lack the ability to describe it in words
- I don’t believe that I can but this is the closest I can get.
- The ability to feel nothing and everything at the same time can only be experienced
- I just want to feel something that makes me feel something that makes me feel something
- This is what I mean when I say that I can’t put it in to words
This poem is about:
Me