Into the Nothing

First morning light another sleepless night I can't quite deal With expectations, loss of sight. Loss of mind now I'm numb Out of the blue here you come To lead me back into the light To pull me out of the nothing thats been my life. My feelings I ask you to spare Another heartbreak I cannot bear Come and go it is your norm This push and pulling brings despair. Im reaching for the warmth of love Im gaining entry into you I was below now Im above The nothing I once knew. But for how long?????