NOTHING

NOTHING I felt nothing I felt nothing and I wish I could I watched his last breath I watched his casket filled with white lilies , I watched him disappear, I felt nothing I was drenched in Rain , felt nothing I smiled but felt nothing I listened to my heartbeat, but felt nothing "I am fine thank you " I repeated a million times but felt nothing I watched my new white dress taken away I felt nothing I ate all my meals like pills I listened to music , I painted a picture , I watched :- the sunsets, the stars , the night sky , the campfires, fireflies, fullmoons, couples kissing under the mistletoe ... I felt nothing, nothing and nothing For me 'Nothing ' became my Everything 'Everything' became my 'Reality'