Nothing (current situation)

Am i boring?

Am i just a back up plan?

Am i just an object to you?

Do i even mean anything to you?

Today i got asked why i love you

i said because your a kind, sweet, romantic guy

well i thought you cared, more about others than yourself.

i used to be a bully, a person who liked seeing people hurt.

and when you walked into my life, i completly changed.

more responisble, more confident, more reliable.

But then you walk away, like dont matter to you

Like im nothing