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My covers are twisted

the pan is frying

the world is cold

im pleading for you to fuck me 

im crying in pain

the world is turing

I'm pulling away

im sorry because the world doesn't care

your screams are covered in the darkness

the holes in your jeans cover the thoughts in your head

those lead to the cracking in the bed that tear us apart

we secretly die inside one another finding no other way

we scream into each others faces wondering where it all goes

the world is going

my teeth are breaking.

we are spinning out of control

the cars ride down the road

and rain slides down my arm from the shower inside my thoughts

don't look at me because that silver touch pirces my heart

wondering where the fuck it all went

down the drain into the crack 

into the darkness on the burnt side of the pan

the place where we burn until your body is gross

until i throw up behind my eyes from touching your absurd skin

that nasty feeling for fear that creeps from the covers onto my spine

as the world split into two and you fell

I awoke. 

Where the hell am I.

-art