Now i see the truth

I feel emptiness
but I also feel pain
I feel heartache and
I feel like I'm going insane
as your words Play with my heart and brain
Which fills me up so I wouldn't complain

and touches my heart with ur useless lust .....

I was gained ....and

then I slowly hit rock-bottom

not knowing where I was
every time I'm notice  

you make me feel like I'm way above
then later you will put me back to my place

underneath the ground

underneath the dead buried case

I was never a human to you anyway…..