Now You're a Nightmare at Best

I use to love dreaming about you Because it was the one moment I could see you again So vividly I could feel the butterflys, so realistically your embrace would engulf me Dreams about our forever, how we could be Dance through my head and for that moment just a dream makes everything alright Everyday I would joyfully anticipate the moment I could close my eyes Because In my dreams we were perfect Because you loved me I never wanted to wake up But now you're a nightmare at best I just want to stay awake Because you say you don't want me Because not even in my dreams are we perfect anymore Everynight I fear the moment I have to close my eyes They scream in my head and make sure I remember that everything is not alright Nightmares about the what never will be So vividly my stomach churns, so realistically my heartbreak destroys me Because in that one moment I can't avoid you Now I hate dreaming about you