Numb

I am numb. 

I am numb because of all the 

Sleepless nights. 

I am numb because of all of the 

Days i spend wearing a mask.

I am numb because of all of 

the 3am mental breakdowns.

                                                       I am numb because of all 

Of the tired almost dead mornings.

I am numb because of all of 

The fake friends that stabbed me in the back.

I am numb because of all 

The times i have been left.

I am numb because of all

The times i have been hurt.

But most of all I am numb 

Because of all of the times i have had my

spirit , soul and heart broken.