Numb love

I don’t know what I’m feeling

I really don’t believe in

That someone could Ever love me

It’s just so condeceiving

Cooking in the kitchen with a lover arms around my waist

Waking in the morning with my head upon their chest.

I just can’t see it

I don’t wanna believe it

I feel so fucking numb

But just not for depression

I’m numb of love just don’t wanna give it anymore

Don’t want to give in

Just to get hurt in the end

It’s so stressful

Giving everything you got

Just to get torn apart