Numbness to think

Disappointment sets in or is it sadness with the company of depression Either way it consumes you in their sheer blanket that's blood red Covering you until you see color no more Being a stone wall is natural reaction when a sensations is unexplainable hits you You just want to be alone to think, to recap everything Is it a good idea to rewind Prickling starts in your eyes, you know they're turning red and tearing Wondering about if it'll just go smoother a bit Typing, writing or just thinking how these three things lead to a wordthen a sentence and so on Helping your state a tad as you try to take the blanket off your body Wanting something yet you don't know what As you surface out, it's awkward White noise fills your ears Maybe a simple touch would be fine But who's touch would it be?