ode to you soul

Dear Mia, Maleia and Leia,

this is my ode to you

you are all strong and all so complex

there are sides to you all that only few see

Leia, oh leia the mediator always trying to be in the middle of the two

control and compromise

always there to calm the extreme 

you are smart and determined to gear me towards my goals and dreams 

thaknyou for that

I could say I owe it all to you for keeping us together 

when Ive found my crippled physical from curled up begging for the last breathe 

you Leia were there for me to remind me of my dream of hawaii and my dream of being a dental hygenist 

youd say "oh but think about how successful you can be" "think of all the times you can see youself growing stronger and more balanced from doing yoga on the beach" 

thankyou Leia you have been my utmost motivator. 

Mia, Mia you sweet little fairy you. you run with the wind and feel with every life form 

I love youre spirit Mia its what makes us so lovely. you excite me and you are constantly surprising me with the feelings you comprehend from looking at a single blade of grass

you make me sit still and breathe, for your warmth and harmony I thank you. 

youre are probbly the one who thought of hawaii as a dream in the first place 

you saw what potential our body could feel and do there am I right? 

so please hold on to it. 

I love you Mia you see the world so pure and differently from others I love the way you look at a leef lowing in the wind and how you hone in on the tiny miniscule veins that spread through that tiny leaf how youll lose yourself in it and start to dance a little, only to be rudely intrupted everytime by Leia who tells you that people are watching your insanity. 

Mia dont ever lose your ability to let go and see and feel things differently, I will forever love you 

Maleia you devil you possesive demon, I would say Id love to get rid of you but id regret it. becuase you are so much fun even though I always get in trouble when i give you the reighns. 

its always a good time when you come out to play 

youre the reason for all my bad decisions and regrets

you are the thing that boils inside me and wispers from thedepths.."do it" "you know you want too" 

I dont know weather to hate you or thank you...i feel so conflicted about you. I guess all i can say is that you haunt me and im okay with it.

all three of you are what makes me ME... I may favor one over the other but I dont regret having any of you becuase i woudlnt be where i am right now typing out this letter to you, without your brilliant minds. 

someday we will be satisfyed and we will be healthy I promise.