Older But NOT Wiser

I am be older but not much wiser

I thought myself in love one too many times

And though i have learned somethings over the years

i hate to say i am not wiser

I have no clue what my future holds

my life feels like it is spirling out of control

highschool is just now done

 and my life has only just begun.

Now im struggling to pay for school

should of listened to my parents 

but i was just too cool

I am older but im hardly wiser