Once loved

I lost my sanity a long time ago Amidst the shots of insults The stinging slap of the fact that I will never be one Of those who were supposed to be my family. The bruises and scars hurt less Then the things they say to hurt me Slut Pig Unlovable Mistake All of these cut deeper then the knife That cut me so deep I will never fully trust Never fully smile Never give my whole heart again For while one my have many partners They may only have one blood family