The one I Hate and Love

Have you ever hated someone that you loved so much Someone who gave you more pain than happiness but the reason you exist in this world and sometimes hate that person for bringing you into it I hate this person becaus3 he trained me to hate and I love this person so much unconditionally I care for his well being but hope he dies The one I hate is my father and the one I love is ny father He's given me so much love and so much pain its unforgivable but i wanted to forgive him the hate stops me from doing so