In one moment I hesitated,

In one moment I hesitated, then finally took the biggest leap. I dreamed of something special but continued to have a sour taste. I felt like my determination had no type of success. I was in love, but didn't know how to successfully commit. I pushed her away, I seemed always in a bad mood. She kept fightning for my love as I continued to play the same tune. Now I stand on one knee, not asking for her hand in marriage; but placing flowers near her casket. We got in an argument, she stormed out the door in a terrible mood. Tried texting me sorry, but crashed into a guardrail instantly seperating her body from life. I say sorry each day for pushing her to the edge. Now I lay here constantly forcing myself from letting go of her and the memories over and over again.