One Realization

I have come to the realization that I am not worthy to do much But relieve other's burdens. It is a task I hardly mind, save it is my only task. Heavy weight is always concealed. I battle constant loneliness. I am so unhinged that anyone trying to lean on me Will find us both on the ground. Worse for wear- That's all I can do for you. Everyone gives warnings or pity, and no more. I yearn for trust and love. 'Suppose I must take what I get. Each step seems a thousand miles, And a thousand miles, one. But I have come to the realization: This is what my life must be.