One Sided Love

my heart was stolen when i was weak im still rising up onto my feet i was hurt but i grew stronger won't tolerate this any longer you drugged me with misconceptions what exactly were your intentions? was there something i misconstrued? was i ever in love with you? i gave up everything to be with you i almost lost it all--- ain't that the truth? i can't afford to lose myself again to a selfish kid that claims he's a man i was young and simply curious i wanted something new and someone serious youre too smart to be doing the dumb shit you do maybe thats how you just became you. a liar. a cheater. a thief in the rough a bully that acts like he's all big and tough when really you're cryiing on the inside all for a litttle love---baby, i tried to give and give when there was no more to take my heart, my soul, and body for fuck's sake but nothing will ever be able to satisfy your hunger for love that you ruin and let die it's always about you, even when it's not but were never taught that -- oops, i forgot ranting and raving about the 5.0. if you had your shit together they'd leave you alone once a criminal, always a criminal isn't that what they say? you're always in jail so why don't you fucking stay? you're no good for me, and I'm too good for you that isn't balance, only chaos being brewed so maybe we should just part ways, instead of living life like this I don't need your drama or your malipulative tricks a daughter we do have, but her "daddy" you are not you may remember her, but it's YOU that she forgot. yet, how can you forget someone you never got to know? well, I guess that it's still better than a "father" that rarely shows prison, jail, or freedom; it makes no difference which you come and go as you please, because thats what your "dad" did. the dark truth comes out, so now you see, you do NOT bite the hands that feed many, there were; and now none remain how does it feel to know so much pain? I bet it fucking hurts to be disregarded by your kin thats what fucking happens when you've conquered every sin "do me favors, will you, please?" is all you seem to want from me so lemme say "FUCK YOU!!!!" for all the world to see because you aint shit, and have nothin on me except the fact that Kyra is a part of you! and that my Mom's worst nightmare DID come true because of you, my whole life changed; yet, I'm still breathing---I'm fucking free of your chains the ones that forced me down with all your weight! not to mention your guilt, manipulation, and hate somehow, I still know I'm the lucky one here, for you're the one that has to live with that reflection in the mirror.