The one so call dad

You blamed me for my friends death So I stopped talking to you and didnt write And after you only sent my mom and sisters letters Asking them about me instead of asking me yourself It's been months and I've stopped caring I see the letters you sent not one for me So when my family ask what do I tell him hes asking about you? Dont tell him anything about me I dont need him in my life never did My mom needs child support My younger sister needs a dad My twin need a grandfather for her baby Me I dont need him at all Anyway today 8/30/19 at 11:31pm I got a letter I finally got a letter from the one so called dad And in the very beginning of the letter What does this man write "(I waiting for you to write me they told me to give you time so I did. Then I asked myself time for what I didkt do anything wrong.)" The near of this man I know time has passed and he may have forgotten But I still cant face him I still cant forgive him AMD what does he write in the back of the letter when I was done reading it I might get out in January I dont want him out I dont want him to come looking for me The one so call dad Leave me alone dont come looking for me