one thing i will never tell you

one thing i will never tell you: 

it was always for you 

every late night, every tear shed, everything. 

you were never not on my mind 

and it hurts 

because the one thing i will never tell you is 

im still in love with you. 

but you were never the one for me. 

you could never come out with me 

the way i would come out with you 

but the one thing i will never tell you is 

i miss you. 

miss the way you cared

miss the way you held me when i cried 

miss the way you know i was breaking inside 

but the one thing i will never tell you is 

you were my best friend and it can never be like that again. 

trying for it will be forcing it 

one thing i will tell you is 

your happiness is important, 

whether im there or not 

is not important 

because one thing i will never tell you is 

i do everything for you still.