Only God Can Judge Me

Only God can judge me Is that really true? Or is it just a say to make oneself feel better? Not in the Blue? Life has mysteries Life has stories Told at different times Told in different wordings Only God can judge me Only God Traumatized by the past Sun shines but i pay no attention Looking ahead and think of my future What future? But then I look closer into the light There is hope Mankind can be cruel At the end God is my only judge