Only if he knew

Only if he new how much he means to me i get nervous everytime i see him The words never seem to come out right I feel so shy around him I hide my loneliness and yet he can see right threw it He sees the pain I've been thro And how i try covering it up with a smile How i act like im ok with everything but with him its different I smile like an idiot and have fun with are little coversations I always look at his hand how close it is yet so far away I want to hold hands and give him a kiss But i cant do that my hands are always cold And i get shy every time his face is near Plus its to soon to see This relationship between u n me is barely growing We still have a lot to go im sorry for being to shy but only if u knee how much u mean to me