only truth is denied

is this feeling an illusion,just a misconception in my mind,

are these tears just lies to what i truly feel inside,

this deceptive impression what are you tryin to hide,

within this reality the truth is denied,

look through all the lies as for the truth is amoung the rest,

while this lie is often there when the truth seems a mess,

is this feeling a lie just to hide what i feel,

while the feelings that are fake tend to cover over whats real,

kinda like a mask as if others couldnt see,

the invisible tears that you try to cry disctete,

as a lie in the end the truth is lost at sea,

and as we look to the empy feelings its harder to be happy,

within this illusion will the truth ever be a reality,

with this spinning time just to hold and to capture me,