our universe

I don't matter, never have just a spec of dust, a grain of sand I have known this for a while now yet when someone doesn't remember me, I hurt when somebody ignores me, I cry when someone leaves me, I ache It's not just me who doesnt matter In the grand scheme of things none of you matter but we still are the center of our own universe each one a little different from the last we are our own gods attempting to control everyone and everything around us yet here we are living and dying , mourning and crying, hurting and aching all over because one thing didn't go the way we planned when one planet doesn't spin the correct way our whole solar system breaks down and we form a gaping black whole in the center of our universe.