Out of Patience

following my father's footsteps to enlarge my body/ fill my soul with my mother's patience while Yah watch me/ this is a private status for soldiers surviving madness/ the more I wake the less I search the wisdom that traps Adam's kids/ who can tell my God not to use another rib/ take it from woman form a different sex that's never lived/ clever is as clever does in a Forrest of forbidden fruit/ the world spins slow to Angels here from hidden roots/ believe what u want but know that you dont have a choice/ to not believe in nothing is a double negative... I've already murdered myself in the after life before I was born/ on stage like a mountain top liftin my sword in a storm/ the high landerin orbit watching/ clouds collect under my eyes wonder why I cant sleep now in my bed lonely/ spirit drifts in the night searchin for Ghost who know me/ but like a nitemare I daydream that things were better/ Im never satisfied scrolling through God's hate letters/ like why this and why that and what for/ walk in what store and feel like I dont need a buck more/