Overdue conversation

Dear dad , This conversation is long overdue dad. I wish you would adress me as a man should and talk it out. You may be scared to confront your past but I'm not that's why I'm in this spot. Hurt is never ok and I never forgot about it. I pray to God that when I confront you about you don't lie to me. Years of abandonment and emotional abuse . I love you do death but your a monster, Fahter how could you? Now when I see why were not close I put my effort into you and ditched me, for that dad you will be forever wrong. You can't rewrite your wrong or take them back but, I wish you would adress the past so we can have a chat. This is your last chance and that's that.