Owned by imagination

Here I am again looking for something that'll eases the pain looking for a solution to why i only see pollution I have to change the situation cuz it seems that I'm lost in my own imagination I have to get out i have to escape I can kill myself but I don't wanna end up dead I don't want to be reminded by my old mistakes I don't want to see faces of people that i hate I don't want to lose someone because of the isolation that has been made by my own imagination It's taking over my head everyone thinks I'm gonna end I can't decide what i want to be when I'm thinking at night and “what i want to be” it's just another temptation that has been made by my own imagination To get out of my imagination i have to dream and for me to dream I have to sleep and when I try to sleep i remember the frustration that everyone is owned by imagination