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Whine, b*tch, & complain. It's what I do best. What about all the rest? Well there's not much to say. Lunatic goes ballistic. You all don't understand. To damage someone's mind, heart and body. Damages their soul. I hate this life. I can't remember any of my past lives. To know if I ever hated them too. Was I ever did rich? Did I ever matter to someone? Was I a better person? These questions will never be answered. How many tragedies have I suffered? Do I care? Does anyone care? Before cars. Before airplanes. Before trains. Before ships. Before birth control. Before electricity. Before plumbing. Before technology. Computers, phones, stoves, fireplaces, heaters, air conditioners, toilets, water filters, tar, glass, paint, plastic, steel, fans, furniture, music, coal, fuel, rubber, & cement. Did cave men and women care about religion, politics, government, education, economy, rights, justice, careers, gold, slavery, crime, morals, family values, security, love, beauty, stress, depression happiness, pain, celebration, tragedy, skills, entertainment, logic, science, history, math, reading, writing, spelling, drawing, fashion, reflections, diet, exercise, nutrition, development, inventions, ideas, language, speed, health, illness, death, sin or revenge? Anything?