Pain.

Get away from me negativity, and the bullshittas, please cuz they will only hurt they selves, and I been told better but shown the worst. You know there's sometimes when I jus feel like I was at church. Ahhhh I'm going crazy again I need help daddy but your not here neither... At a lost of breath. Shit stucc jus don't know what to do. I'm by myself but don't wanna be. My family is close to me but there hurting me. In reality where am I? Good/bad damn. Honestly I wish my family would come to me. God is with me remember. Only time will tell is what I deeply believe in at this moment. Do you understand me? Can you relate to me? If you do come close because I'm lost. I jus hope I can see this when I'm on the outside. This is real life no if ands buts about it. I gotta have faith I gotta have faith I gotta have faith. People on the outside jus don't know, they shouldn't say so. My road in life is bright it gotta be well I hope so. God told me this would happen. Trust in G.O.D.