Pain

My dreams seems so dark without and ending of where it might take me . The unhappiness and the brokenness of my unhappy soul of neglects and disowned by others.

Who am I ? I'm Just some other girl that no one recognise, a girl with pain and past tagging along.  A girl that been used and toss aside , the  using of her body,  beaten and pick upon .The calling of names hoe, slute even been told she won't become anything , even been told her looks will fade oh yes so I've been told . Pain  pain pain, pain of hurt , pain of being used , pain of neglect pain of suffering painnnn. I've been look down on.,, a girl that everyone think she got a repetition , a repetition of men . I've been seen as this girl with no dignity & with no pride ..... Having no one to trust oh no not 1 .

I've looked for love, I got hurt love has it way of not finding me ..... There is soo much bitterness ,hate and loneliness in my heart . I cried myself to sleep every night thinking where would my life takes me , some time suicidal thoughts cross my mind oh yes , the only way i think  I'll be free of this pain of hurt & neglect .... Am falling apart am trying to hold myself together but I'm loosing it lil by little.....thought of going insane , bad this pain, this pain is ripping me apart . A girl of nothing , oh nothing ! She's hurting, hurting deeply .