Pain

Mama she ont care bout us Nana's here but she's really not there for us Drama day in and day out my life Blood, sweat, and revenge is all I see up in my dreams People always callin' me kaydademon, but really its kaydabeast People always dyin' 24/7 foreal foreal aint no one safe Everyone keep tellin' me to csafe It ain't the gun that's gonna kill me its the one behind the trigger Wonder if I would have a closed scene? Or would I really "rest in peace?" Shit ion really know to be honest Cause on the real everyone foldin and turnin' Half of em remind me of a bad tossed salad They lost causes, just needa lil guidance Ion even see why my ex kept callin? I gotta get this full knowledge Cause if gun violence all you know then you'll start cravin' for it But the funny thing is I will always remain silent 2k17 been the craziest year ever The streets is quiet, they ain't talkin' More undercovers comin outta hiding They undercovers They ont really care about whose life they takin' And herbo couldn't say any better cause they aint life savers As long as they getting paid and free protection thats the only thing that matters But damn I'm still hoping this a nightmare That you finally come through the doors saying "Big Cuz' I'm finally here!" But I know that's not rey happen I don't see why I keep imaging And I'm still hoping you'll never leave my side Even though you did without even saying good bye Now you trying to re enter back in my life And you know about all 'em hard times On the real though all the good times getting blocked out by the bad times That don't suppose to mix Still hoping for a better dream Sometimes I still want you back on my team Cause lately the rainy days only filled up with pain and the sunny days just rey get taking away Man I hope I get woken up from this dream But really its reality