pain

why do i keep allowing myself to feel this pain why do i keep  letting him put me to shame when loving him is whats causing my pain he always said out 12 years we was only in a couple months relation ship so who can i blame no one but my self and faitha is my name he said he love but that was not the truth cause he is so quick to give the next bitch his last name i use to love but now i  only feel hurt by dwayne and this feel deeper than pain